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I want to get out of my head. This is why I play games on my phone. I hate it. This is where the slide starts. I hate it I hate me. I hate life.

Guilt!!

I hate this emotion. It cripples some people to the point of not living. I know because I have guilt. Guilt for the smallest of things. Because I don’t give people presents. Because I don’t reply to messages or phone calls on time. Because I don’t give enough to others. And for a myriad tithes […]

Nothing changes if nothing changes.

NOTHING CHANGES IF NOTHING CHANGES!! This proverb has been on my mind for many a year now. I took it to mean. If I want things to change, to be different, to be better, then I have to make some changes within. Harder said than done. But it has to happen. I had to be […]

It is your problem.

These words I took a long time to say to people. And mean it in my heart. I took nearly everything into my heart. I took it personally. Well all the bad things anyway. It took me a long time to grow that proverbial “thick skin”.however it is essential if one wants to survive in […]

Emotions!

Confusion is the word that comes to mind when I think of emotions. When I was younger I didn’t even know what they were. What was the name for each. Ok, I knew the basic ones. Anger happiness sadness and a few others, but when it’s got deeper than that I got lost. Anxiety is […]

day 2

so where do we go now? i would like to talk about constriction in life. do you feel it? i sure do! we are constricted in almost everything we do. whether it be by lack of money or having money. where we live, vehicles we drive. even in death we are placed in neat little […]